It was a really bad day. I managed to make it to my car after walking out of the building when I left work before breaking down in tears but that’s about the best thing that can be said.
I miss them. So much. It makes it more horrible when I’m at work because one of them is literally just a few yards away but it might as well be hundreds of miles.
No, I haven’t read that text I got last Wednesday. I haven’t deleted it either. I have no reason to think that it might contain anything positive though so, there it will sit, unread, until I feel like I can really let go. Then I’ll delete it.
Yesterday, I felt pretty good. Today, nothing fucking matters. I just want this to end. I don’t care how at this point.